Let me start off by saying I literally googled "random chat board" and came across this site. If you need to vent about anything of have anything on your mind, this is it. Comment and let it all out if you are like me and have no one or nowhere to go too. My name is Nick. I'm a 23 year old Male. I've been through some ****, and I'm sure you all have. But I've always thought of myself to be strong. As well as others thought this about me too. But honestly it's just a front.. I'm scared, I have depression, the first time I can recall is when I tried to kill myself over losing a friend in the 3rd grade. I know that shouldnt be a reason but why was that the thought that ran through my head? I was 9 years old. And by that age I had been to 7 different schools, been sexually and physically abused, lived on the streets, and just found out who I thought my father was, was actually not my father and that I was a bastard child. That's just a little background to me. Obviously my name isnt Nick. But everything else is true. If there is anyone out please ask me something because I cant get everything out without someone to vent too.